Ouh.. i swear im so so bored. 2nd day of school, and i already feel like skipping class. Yesterday, came to class 1/2hr late. Woke up at 8. Fortunately i wasn't late today. School's seriously getting boring. Probably cos' of the stupid PBL system. Cos' seriously, ever since i entered RP, i became so freaking lethargic. Lazy, indolent, torpid, apathetic. It's like i couldn't be bothered about school anymore. But i cant just drop out can i? It's all about the Black-and-Whites in this world, especially in singapore. At this rate, don't think i'll ever get into Uni. Facing the facts that i'm so not into my course and PBL isn't a good way for me to study. & I can't! Feel like going off, seriously. Argh. Today's problem, kindof managable. But seriously, it's freaking dull. Classes are so mundane. BITCH.

Yesterday, tiring day. Seriously. After school, had training but i went off early cos' i wanted to go for Terawih. So, left gym around 6. Washed up, blablabla and went off. Freaking heavy rain ar. Stopped by the Bazaar beside Causeway Point to get some food for buke. Mum's working, Dad's working, younger brother went off to i-dont-know-where-the-****-he-went and came back always late late at night, left 2 of my youngest siblings at home all day. So, yah. Much said, there was no food at home since it's fasting month anyway. Reached home, didn't have the mood to do anything. I don't know why myself. Mum kept asking me what's wrong and why the down face, and i just kept shrugging, not saying a single word. Ate my food only at around 8pm.

Went out for Terawih, and chilled at the padang with hamiz, hilmi and fadhly. Yupyup. Primary school mates. Wasn't in much mood still though, THEN THAT IRRITATING FYRA msged me something which literally scared the living shit out of me for a moment. Can't and won't talk about what she said here. CONFIDENTIAL. haha. But she's totally one fat irritating IDIOT. Somehow, i kindof felt better after that. No idea why. So, yah. That was yesterday.


CONTINUATION...

Went off halfway. Skipped school and went off with Dom. We're in the same class every fridays. So, yah. Decided to stop by the Bazaar beside CWP for awhile since Dom wanted to search for jackets and shirts, while i had to buy food for breaking fast. No food at home. Walked, walked and walked. Went into CWP and then headed off to Old Woodlands, the one near the causeway checkpoint. Searched for Dom's stuffs, then i finally decided to trade in my crazy-can-die-any-moment N73 hp. Guess what. I got only 50 bucks for it. Could have gotten 160 but like i've said, my hp's dying. Been soaked in water before, camera something wrong and etc. Well, ok la. Guess 50 bucks is acceptable for the condition of my hp. Got a stupid China Hp with 1GB memory card. Had to top up 130 in total. Gees. I'm so freaking tired. But it's not that i purposely don't wana sleep. Why would i do that in the first place right? I mean, with my trainings, long school hours and stuffs. Haiya. No mood la.

And i guess, today's a Fucked Up day.
Nights..